So if you know me well at all you would know that me and God have had a tenuous relationship in the past.  I don’t really want to go into details but let’s just say the last 5 years of my life would make a great Mexican soap opera.  Death, illness, sex, violence, divorce, Murder, Raging gunmen, and a friend with a tumor the size of a grapefruit.  I’m just saying it’s a lot.  So God, Jesus, Allah, who ever you believe and I weren’t on speaking terms for a while.  And to be honest all that did what just make me more depressed.  Just brought me further down my own personal dark hole.  Then one day I was reminded something, god forgives you so why can’t you forgive yourself.  And I realized that was the problem.  I’ve never forgave myself.  I never gave myself a chance to be angry and grieve.  And once I did I found a faith in myself and God that I have never had before.  And now all i need is a church to call my own.

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